people

are shit. sometimes it feels like i dont actually like anyone. the sooner you learn to rely upon yourself and yourself only, the better. i dont want to be a part of humanity. its destroying itself and it always has been with  the malice, corruption and lies. people are never who you want them to be. whenever youre feeling good and secure about yourself theres always going to be someone to kick you down, make you feel like nothing. dont rely on people, they will always let you down. rely upon yourself, and that way when you let yourself down you can learn from it. can people really ever change? or does the world just change?

mostly im just so lonely it hurts.