Friday 28 August 2009

hello internet

y'all prbly didnt know this, but it is pretty tuff being a teenager sometimes.
figuring out life n all that shit. what does it mean to b a teenager? what does it feel like?
+ why do we spend so much of our lives sitting at home on tinternet, playing upon virtual farms n trying to change the world thru blogging? yes i do have 559 'friends' on the social networking site u may have heard of called 'facebook', but do i like any of these people? prbly not. why do we feel so lonely? so instead us poor teenagers try to drown our sorrow in gallons of strongbow and smoke away our troubles with some smooth mayfairs. the sophistated end of the teenage spectrum will prbly prefer white wine ((if they can afford it with their weekly allowance)) and even some marlboro lights. mmmm classy! perhaps we'll do a line of coke evry once in a while + feel like we've got 1 over our horrible fuckin parents who wont let us do what we fuckin like. fuckin sons of a bitches. we guys cant even get a job because of this so called 'economic depression' that we dont even understand because our brains r not yet fully developed :(
do u even understand what being a teenager in the 21st century is like? u cnt possibly. we jst wanna 'fuck shit up' and be 'alternative'. do u listen to radiohead? yes i have heard of the smiths so im so like 80s n cool like. one time i read trainspotting! so yeah i can understand drugs n the world surrounding them now. im saving up some of my allowance money so i can buy a fixed gear bike and cycle about town lookin suave. cant afford many drugs bOOHOO. i gave my CV into topshop and they said they'd give me a call so i got ready to have the most alt job about (except for urban outfitters) and then katie bovington told me they have received over 500 applications for 2 vacancies. FUCK THAT SHIT. see its relly not that easy being 16, growing up in a harsh, cold world with soulless art and soulless music. that dizzie rascal rapper - all he cares about is 'sex n violence'. does that mean that is all i care about too?